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Martyr!

408 pages

A darkly funny, fiercely poetic exploration of grief, addiction, and the desperate search for a life worth living.

What it feels like

Reading this novel feels like staying up all night with your smartest, messiest friend, oscillating wildly between existential despair and laugh-out-loud absurdity. The prose crackles with a poet's electric precision, moving at a brisk, conversational clip even as it plunges into the heavy waters of addiction, inherited trauma, and the ethics of art. It is a deeply surreal experience, punctuated by dreamlike conversations and sharp, contemporary observations that keep the melancholic atmosphere from ever feeling suffocating. Instead, the mood is vibrant and intimately searching. It will thoroughly delight readers who love literary fiction that refuses to choose between being devastatingly sad and wickedly funny, ultimately offering a tender, messy embrace of simply being alive.

Mood
  • surreal
  • melancholic
  • intimate
  • vibrant
Tone
  • wry
  • earnest
  • darkly comedic
  • tender
  • searching
Pace
brisk
Themes
addiction and recovery · inherited trauma · the ethics of art · meaning-making in grief · queer identity
The writing
Electric and lyrical, the sentences crackle with a poet's precision, balancing surreal imagery with sharp, contemporary dialogue.
The arc
The journey shifts from a numb, self-destructive obsession with death to a messy, profound embrace of the living.
Who it's for
Readers who crave literary fiction that tackles existential despair with dark humor, poetic brilliance, and deep sincerity.
Content notes
  • addiction and alcoholism
  • suicidal ideation
  • terminal illness
  • grief and parental loss

About the book

Cyrus Shams is lost.

Ever since his mother’s plane was senselessly shot down over the Persian Gulf when he was just a baby, Cyrus has been grappling with her death. Now, newly sober, he is set to learn the truth of her life.

When an encounter with a dying artist leads Cyrus towards the mysteries of his past - an uncle who rode through Iranian battlefields dressed as an Angel of Death, a haunting work of art by an exiled painter – he finds himself once again caught up in the story of his mother, who may not have been who or what she seemed. As Cyrus searches for meaning in the scattered clues of his life, a final revelation transforms everything he thought he knew.

Description from Open Library.

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