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This is going to hurt

298 pages

A chaotic, laugh-out-loud descent into the grueling, blood-spattered reality of the medical frontline that ultimately breaks your heart.

What it feels like

Reading this memoir feels like being strapped into a gurney and pushed down a hospital corridor at breakneck speed. It is a masterclass in gallows humor, delivering punchy, diary-style entries that will have you laughing out loud at the sheer absurdity and bodily fluids involved in medical training. Yet, beneath the biting British wit and sarcastic observations lies a deeply exhausted, profoundly compassionate atmosphere. The brisk pace mirrors the relentless shifts of a junior doctor, pulling you through a chaotic blur of sleepless nights and impossible decisions. It delights readers who crave unflinching honesty and dark comedy, but be prepared: the emotional trajectory shifts from hilarious to devastating, leaving a lingering, sobering ache long after the final page.

Mood
  • frenetic
  • exhausted
  • darkly comedic
  • poignant
Tone
  • wry
  • sarcastic
  • compassionate
  • hilarious
  • devastating
Pace
brisk
Themes
toll of caregiving · systemic failure · gallows humor · loss of innocence · professional burnout
The writing
Sharp, anecdotal, and punchy, laced with biting British wit and accessible medical jargon.
The arc
Begins with chaotic, laugh-out-loud absurdity and gradually descends into overwhelming exhaustion and a heartbreaking, sobering climax.
Who it's for
Readers who appreciate dark humor, medical memoirs, and unflinching honesty about the realities of high-stress professions.
Content notes
  • medical trauma
  • stillbirth and miscarriage
  • blood and gore
  • mental health struggles
  • burnout

About the book

As soon as Adam Kay set foot on a hospital ward for the first time, he realized there's quite a lot they don't teach you at medical school... His diaries from the NHS front line - scribbled in secret after long nights, endless days and missed weekends - are hilarious, horrifying and heartbreaking by turns. This Is Going to Hurt is everything you wanted to know about being a junior doctor, and more than a few things you really didn't. And yes, it may leave a scar.

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