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What I Was

240 pages

An atmospheric, coastal coming-of-age tale driven by the intense, consuming gravity of an isolated adolescent friendship.

What it feels like

Reading this book feels like standing on a windswept, isolated coastline—stark, atmospheric, and deeply introspective. It captures the restless, disgruntled energy of adolescence and channels it into a steady, consuming exploration of an obsessive friendship. The narrative is steeped in a nostalgic 1960s boarding school atmosphere, contrasting the rigid structures of schoolboy life with the wild, untamed edge of the sea. The prose reflects this tension, drawing the reader into the intense interiority of youth and the magnetic pull of a solitary existence. It is a perfect match for readers who are drawn to quiet, character-driven coming-of-age stories where the emotional landscape is as rugged and isolated as the physical setting.

Mood
  • atmospheric
  • isolated
  • coastal
  • brooding
Tone
  • introspective
  • intense
  • restless
  • nostalgic
Pace
steady
Themes
adolescent alienation · obsessive friendship · coming of age · isolation · the boundaries of youth
The writing
Atmospheric and introspective, capturing the stark coastal setting and the intense interiority of youth.
The arc
Moves from disgruntled isolation to an intense, consuming connection, navigating the turbulent boundaries of adolescence.
Who it's for
Readers who enjoy atmospheric, character-driven coming-of-age stories centered on intense, isolated adolescent friendships.
Content notes
  • obsessive behavior
  • adolescent angst

About the book

In the 1960s, off the coast of East Anglia, a disgruntled boarding school student develops an obsessive friendship with a boy living by himself at the edge of the sea.

Description from Open Library.

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